For the duration of my time in Nigeria, this blog will be continued at:
MaggieInNigeria.blogspot.com
writing until life makes sense. writing so life makes sense. whichever comes first.
7.29.2009
7.16.2009
All systems go!
It's official! My counteroffer has been accepted!
I'm moving to Abuja, Nigeria in 5 weeks!
A massive thank you to the people who have been praying for me since I found out about this opportunity. I truly believe that now is the right time to do something crazy and I'm going to be obedient wherever God leads me. Thank you for praying for me!
I'll be updating here as I get closer to departure (somewhere around August 22nd), and once I'm in Nigeria, I'll be sending an additional email newsletter with updates.
I'm so excited!
I'm moving to Abuja, Nigeria in 5 weeks!
A massive thank you to the people who have been praying for me since I found out about this opportunity. I truly believe that now is the right time to do something crazy and I'm going to be obedient wherever God leads me. Thank you for praying for me!
I'll be updating here as I get closer to departure (somewhere around August 22nd), and once I'm in Nigeria, I'll be sending an additional email newsletter with updates.
I'm so excited!
7.15.2009
Not a coincidence
Exactly one year ago, I wrote the following in an email to Amy, my college roommate:
"You and I were talking about how I was afraid I could never get to the mission field and now I have another reason to wait: student loans. Many missions organizations I've looked at refuse to send missionaries that are in debt. I'm not saying the loans are a deal-breaker, but it's just another hurdle that God will overcome if he wants me overseas after graduation. I'm still praying. God's plans are still bigger and better than mine."
365 days later, look where I am. Oh, Lord, you're so good to me.
"You and I were talking about how I was afraid I could never get to the mission field and now I have another reason to wait: student loans. Many missions organizations I've looked at refuse to send missionaries that are in debt. I'm not saying the loans are a deal-breaker, but it's just another hurdle that God will overcome if he wants me overseas after graduation. I'm still praying. God's plans are still bigger and better than mine."
365 days later, look where I am. Oh, Lord, you're so good to me.
7.12.2009
Continuing Down the Road
I make my plans, but the Lord orders my steps.
I accepted the position in Nigeria on Friday afternoon with a salary counter-offer, and now I wait to see if this negotiation has been approved. The decision is out of my hands.
Truthfully, the decision was never mine, because the Lord orders my steps.
I was created for the purpose of His glory, and whether I do that from Nigeria or Chicago or Minneapolis, I seek only to be obedient. And EVEN IF the answer comes back "no," the Lord will reorder my steps as I continue in obedience. (see Daniel 3:16-18 for my favorite "even if" scenario).
My prayer is that the decision that comes back to me will bring definitive confirmation, one way or the other.
I accepted the position in Nigeria on Friday afternoon with a salary counter-offer, and now I wait to see if this negotiation has been approved. The decision is out of my hands.
Truthfully, the decision was never mine, because the Lord orders my steps.
I was created for the purpose of His glory, and whether I do that from Nigeria or Chicago or Minneapolis, I seek only to be obedient. And EVEN IF the answer comes back "no," the Lord will reorder my steps as I continue in obedience. (see Daniel 3:16-18 for my favorite "even if" scenario).
My prayer is that the decision that comes back to me will bring definitive confirmation, one way or the other.
7.08.2009
This is Nigeria.
To me, Nigeria is still a faceless place I've never been to. At least now I've connected a voice with the location. I spoke with the director of the school today and got more of my questions answered. I think I'm getting closer to making a final decision, but not before more prayer, fasting, and research.
This decision is complicated by the fact that this is so not a business deal to me. I'm not choosing this career path for the money, for the security, for the perks. This is more of a spiritual decision for me than anything else, and so I wait on God. In silence, in meditation, in song, in tears, in anxiety, in loneliness, in need, in trust and in faith I continue to wait on Him.
A few more pics of the strange new world I might move to.
Symbolic Geography:
The Presence of Islam:
Culture:
This decision is complicated by the fact that this is so not a business deal to me. I'm not choosing this career path for the money, for the security, for the perks. This is more of a spiritual decision for me than anything else, and so I wait on God. In silence, in meditation, in song, in tears, in anxiety, in loneliness, in need, in trust and in faith I continue to wait on Him.
A few more pics of the strange new world I might move to.
Symbolic Geography:
The Presence of Islam:
Culture:
7.07.2009
I'm falling in love with a place I've never seen.
About 6 weeks ago, I applied for a teaching job at an international school in Nigeria. The position didn't at all fit the profile of what I was focusing on (corporate, communications-based, in Chicago), but the "what if?" factor intrigued me and I sent off my resume. I figured I've been rejected for about 30 jobs so far; what's the harm?
5 weeks ago, I moved home to Minneapolis after a sudden and shocking job loss. It took me about a week to decompress and then, about 4 weeks ago, I got a response from Nigeria. International Community School is an accredited American international school and they have offered me a position teaching a combination of Moral Instruction, ESL, and English classes. M.I. is a non-graded discussion-based curriculum for all grades (K-12) which covers making friends, conflict resolution, AIDS, etc. ESL is the teaching of English to Speakers of other Languages for students who arrive at ICS with an insufficient knowledge of English. It's a 2-year contract (I have the option to choose 1-year renewable, too). And while the pros and cons are evenly matched at this point, my fears are of leaving everything I know and love here in the States; my fears are not of going.
I've been doing research and looking at pictures and imagining my life in this strange new place. It's new and exciting and I can't think of any other time in my life that I will be able to pick up and move half a world away. My heart has always been overseas, I just wasn't sure how that would manifest itself.
I think I've been afraid to talk about Nigeria here on my blog, or my Facebook or my Twitter because there's so much indecision and uncertainty surrounding the entire situation. I wanted everyone to know when I knew for sure one way or the other. But life doesn't work like that. I don't have all the answers and I never will and not talking about the situation doesn't make anything clearer. So I still have more questions than answers, and even though I haven't made a final decision about whether I'm going or staying, I'm talking about it. With anyone and everyone. And with no one, like here on my blog.
Feel free to talk back.
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